So little time? so much to do?

It's been a while since I logged in to my weblog to blog. I think I have a lot of things that I have been wanting to write about, you know. Like how to grow up , and do you have to outgrow the things you want to grow up? Somewhere along those lines.

Anyway, tHe Deftones my favorite band just released a new album. Actually, it's yet to be released by May, but something leaked, yes leaked into the world wide web, so who wouldn't? I'd buy the album if they release it here in the Philippines, which I doubt. And maybe I'd do the review on the album entitled Diamond eyes, next time.

Boxing is back, and I just enrolled myself in it. Got tired of trying to cope up without luck, with the tons of articles about Manny The GOD Pacquiao, in mannypacquiao.ph, but got so tired talking and debating about Mayweather VS Pacquiao, I thought it would be sick to just Box. Tore up my muscles but it was hell Fun. I'd get into that later too I guess.

A lot of things are back. Baseball is back, and Curtis Granderson, one of my idol Outfielders is with the Yankees! and he hit a Homerun the first time he held a bat as a Yankee.

Just a great way to open the season. And I really still don't have an idea how to squeeze weekly baseball games with Koreans in my schedule, it's not like I am an employee with a schedule, plus, how about weekly basketball games? And boxing 3 times a week.

But wait, I've been wanting to play my MLB the SHOW in my classic PS2, and NFS Carbon too.

Argh, to many things to do? I mean to play.

It's just hard if you've lost the ability to outgrow the things you like to do, and just lose the time for them just because you're an employee with a schedule and some other things to do.

It's just probably awkward to be feeling like you've lost the ability not only to outgrow these things, but to lose the ability to grow - up! in that people's definition of growing up. It's hard , especially now that growing up is taking me now to playing field, and life just poked me to step up to the plate. lol

To mention that it's wedding week , isasakal ka na, este ikakasal, and I am on leave for a week, and my parents, my 84 year old Lola and my little brother are all here in a province, not even Cebu, and had just arrived from a plane ride and an 8 hour bus flight, just 3 days after I did. And we'll be heading back to our designated places 3 days from now, and she's due the first week of May, and I am yet to get a haircut, accompany people around a city i've only been only 3 times, and head back to work, and do all these things, and who needs a schedule?

I'm not willing to outgrow these things that I love just to grow up. I'll continue to blog and write like this, sometimes like that, and sometimes like what? and continue to play the sports, listen to the same band, the same games, the same people. Growing up does not warrant outgrowing the things that make you who you are, and who said marriage is GAME OVER?

Marriage should look like a game, that will be played in a totally different console all together. Moving from multiplayer online Level Up Games to a Role Playing Mission game that has no final innings or quarters or rounds, nor a restart button, and will loop forward, eternally. Growing up, eh? :) GTG!