5/18/2008

The Filthy Filth

This is getting frustrating. It is when the right things seem to fall in place, and it is when an explanation seeme too impossible for anyone to understand.

It is when it's getting better, and it is when they begin to wonder howcome?

It is when i'm getting well (i think) and it is when they start to doubt.

It is frustrating.

I can't even teach anyone how to finish a rubix cube, how do I, or anyone else for that matter, expect me to explain this filthy filth that I've had for years,and ironically a few people just knew about it now, and wondered howcome?.

So they wonder and look at me with that look that cripples. What can I do, I just keep silent like I haven't said anything at all.

There's little hope explaining, you just wouldn't understand.

Unless you attend a two week seminar headed by me, of course, perhaps you'd understand just enough to get those scattered nails out of your head and not look at me like that, and it's not helping.

2 comments:

atticus said...

RUBIX? nakow. di ko rin alam.

steady lang, ading. steady lang. one day at a time. :)

rudyman said...

atecus, wag ka mag paturo sakin niyan. dami ng nagpaturo, di natuto. lolz. la kong pasensya mag turo kaya di ako mag tititser. :)