Almighty GAD

It has been a 5 year relationship with you and it seems that in those five long years everyday i've always dreamt of ending it. Though of course now i couldn't quite put, when the day ends and i saw you waning, i thought i thought about you for a second and your likely absense makes a grand feeling of uncertainty and fear.

Such an understatement. It has been 5 years and it was a relationship. I've detested you and made an attempt to conquer you once, but the process was too unmanly, unhumanly, like bowing to an invisible illness, that i should never have had, so i stopped.

Now for almost two months of stirring up and down, and taking the process with an open eye, i see you peeking a little less each minute, and you are waning, but fear is as close, even closer, and your absense just makes it worse.

It is a relationship that i've built with you, no doubt. Inside, I grew up with you and never realized your unwarranted effect. Now i can go back to my seat and finish what i've left undone. Though of course not without missing you.

Perhaps this is the end of you,of us,my almighty gad. but then as usual, im still not quite sure.

AMEN