11/04/2005

jir jir

Sometimes when i am alone by myself, thoughts of you and us still makes me smile.-very disturbing. dead drunk. last night. been years since been that drunk. and it actually felt good. rejuvination in the morning, like i've undergone some brain massage or brain paralizer relaxer or someting. but what troubles me is that the last thoughts that were firing up and down inside my head before i fell in the stars and in the chambers of the dark night of the unknown... whehe dead in bed... and before my brain came into a halt, shutting down... slowly...- my thoughts were all about you--- very disrturbing.