About today, ok

Today was good. I found myself in the same light joy of existence with her. She was with me for the whole day.

With the sound of her voice I began the day. Turning my head, inside my room the first thing I noticed was the irritating shiver in my head, it's a shudder like it was taunting my nerves. She was peering from the window with that inviting smile that I just can't seem to get enough of. She's a good friend and she'd always make sure I don't miss my morning class. And as of now, she's getting better at it, she has learned the secret on how to wake me up without making any noise. I pushed myself against the floor, got up, half asleep to ready for my 7:30 class, it was as if I forgot she was just out of the window looking inside waiting for me to look back at her. I turned around at the second step as if unsure, unintentional, and suddenly realized I was hearing the words of her voice and realized I was staring at her face for some time now. It became clear. The sensation seems familiar, as if I wasn't used to the 11 hours of sleep I've always had. And the experience never fails to further drag my laziness even more, it's like turning on a cold engine and trying to speed to 100 mph. My mind was half awake, and my muscles as dead as a rock. Nevertheless, I knew it'd be a great day ahead simply because she's there, she's with me. We had fun the whole day, we ate breakfast at the canteen and I accompanied her window shopping the whole afternoon. We had fun, real fun. Really enjoyed it. I could go on like this everyday forever. No matter how things turn out, if she's there, I'm happy. I couldn't have said it any better. I'm happy when I'm with you.

walking home, I thought nothing that has happened today is worth remembering at all. So today I found myself in the same light of boredom and hopeless daydreams, missing you. Thinking of you will be the only thing left for my day to be as good as it can be. Even in my dreams I'm still missing you.